just radio free online. even in the usual way,it is free,but listen it online is fresh to me,and just get an exaciting time. it is so good really. now here just let everyone here know that there is a way to listen to the air radio. and i have no time to Collect all the URL,just let it be. that is all and morning to global,morning to myself.
i always eat myself. always with no one else. this is the day,my own day. have no aim now,but just want to beside my computer. or some,beside my girlfriend. actually,i like the feel while i am single,with no else, but must do something my i am alone,or it will be lonely,maybe~ i have no idea what i am talking about. it is just a place to speak out and no rules. maybe someday i would find the real one of my own,but before that,what should i do?? i always ask my self,but no answer. ...
i just can not stand the life now! what should i do to get through my university life?! do not want to study,fear the exam,be afraid of everything,including my girlfriend! time to noon,time to eat,but,no action i want! what a shame!
it is rude to everybady to do the same thing everyday. but just think about:what day you did is different. we always say that i wanna be different,but little we can find our own properties. life should not be like that,i thouht. let the time pass,and little you have done. most of the time,we just waste it,or just for me. i am tired for the current life,but how do i get through? the comics is good,it takes you to another world,however,when the dream's over,where shall i go to?? what a ...
it is about my life!even it is terrible to study,to read the book you do not like,but i have no choice! i have refused it by nature for a long time. and now,as the project's running---------running eleven,i must grasp the chance,and do something. girlfriend came to my campus the last day,i am so happy,really. but there must be something to lost. not tired of her,but there need a balance,in my opinion. i'll do it better,i hope,i'll do it. eventually,it is about my life,i hope it is not ...
it is half of the term passed,i found that i am so sick. maybe run in the morning is a good idea,but i chose in the night. actually,with Mo together,but last night he did not appear,what a shame. and i also finish my job,two trips. i call the project as running eleven. for we just have a run every night at 11 shark. and it is not the only thing! since i have been in bad position all the time,i think i must change it. and give myself a chance to change,life and study,everything. over....
the relationship between my girlfriend and me is strange so much. i can not exactly tell it clear. but one thing is ture,that i am worring about it. everytime we were together,everything's ok.i mean,it is Fantastic. but when we were not meeting each other. we found something changed. i just gave the phone and do what i should do,however,she said the call is just my work,i even did not want to do that. i can not explain that,for she even come to be rude while i wanted to have talk about...
everyone has one future,what about mine?! i believe people on the earth all have thought about it.some's happy,some's sad,some's confidence,some's upset. as i estmatied,almost of the time,i lost myself,and not know what to do next,what will i be. get up,online,class,back to room,back to bed. maybe something different from that,but never escaped from that. question is now:what is you?how could you be your self? i can not tell you the answer,for every second now is future in the past,the ...
is this my life? i wonder. people play basketball with me,but i got that we just have something the same on the court;out of it,things is changed. jt is not joking even ones just in the same class!or just to me. i've no idea what is my real favourite,just go after others;never rude to someone,even no bad words---but how can i be such stuck?! back from the court,and have no word to say,while others talk about the fellowship 700 or 1500. damn it. first year in the college has gone no...
i just got up,little cold. tuesday,good,and something must be done. can not be dropped any more. and just to be normal self,not go to extreme. morning to myself,morning to the world.
lan on my computer now,and it is my new pc! god bless me,no more go to the damn net bar,the liberey net reading room,just in my room. do not want to class, in front of my pc,online,but,not known what to do something of sofeware wanted,and,what it is?? or just for i am new to my pc,so,must keep fresh?? however,i am here and nothing more.
how could such a woman come about?! even though i did not go to class,how could her just get into your room and let you get down from your bed when you were asleep?! i have no idea how could her on earth do that when a man naked with trendy. and after a while,i found that i was not the only one not going to class,and she just went up and down with keys of every room,unlocked them! shit. enough. i got throw out.
this morning,i find myself better.it is cool to my self. for these three days i struggled with my bad body,and now,yes,it is better. even no one care about me,but i can not give up myself for i know i am the best friend to myself,if i leave myself alone,nobody will care about me. there is a sentence in chinese'·ÂþÂþÆäÐÞÔ¶Ù⣬ÎὫÉÏÏÂ×óÓÒ¶«Î÷Äϱ±Öз¢°×Ëùµ½Ö®´¦ÎÞ²»ÅûÃÒ¶øÇóË÷¡£ it is to be translated into english,but i try it like this: there is a long way to go in your life,wherever ...
just hang in up!! i must hang in up! for i know that i can not be cut down by the damn ache. never to be better,i feel that i could just go through it and be stronger than i am now and before. yesterday,i woke up. everyone was late,they went to class just like the rockets. and i felt sad,everyday,just as others do what they do,no even somthing individual,what a pity. thus i just stayed in room,looking them out.just took my book in front of me,and studied. i don't know whether it is ...
i am wondering,god,where are you!??? maybe i was to tude to myself,but,why you punish me that way?! just several nights staying up to be in netbar,in the movie theater,and today,i felt so bad! but i also know that i must suffer. i eat too much,and stayed up in the night,even got cold---and then,something wrong with my stomach. it was full of something i eat and they just let you feel them but never dispear! i wanted to throw out,but i was so brave.the basin is in front of me,looking ...