yesterday is my girlfriend's birthday. call some friends out to have a meal,and also the birthday cake. she is 20 years old now! i have no idea,but i just think that age of 20 is somehow meaningfull. as time passed,i'll be 20 too. it is different to one's life,isn't is? but,alright,i must think deeply about it,and before that,i must study now. happy everyday to hong,and to myself.

last 20 years,i nearly lost it! could i pick myself up just now,i have no idea. maybe i'll try. sometimes i just want to express myself,not with my first language,but just with my poor english. i'll do it better,at least,i believe.