i am wondering,god,where are you!???
maybe i was to tude to myself,but,why you punish me that way?!
just several nights staying up to be in netbar,in the movie theater,and today,i felt so bad!
but i also know that i must suffer.
i eat too much,and stayed up in the night,even got cold---and then,something wrong with my stomach.
it was full of something i eat and they just let you feel them but never dispear!
i wanted to throw out,but i was so brave.the basin is in front of me,looking that,i felt so sorry,i was so upset.
just speak out of it,never mind whoever could get the idea i meant.
now,i feel better,but just a little.
that is all