i just can not stand the life now! what should i do to get through my university life?! do not want to study,fear the exam,be afraid of everything,including my girlfriend! time to noon,time to eat,but,no action i want! what a shame!

it is rude to everybady to do the same thing everyday. but just think about:what day you did is different. we always say that i wanna be different,but little we can find our own properties. life should not be like that,i thouht. let the time pass,and little you have done. most of the time,we just waste it,or just for me. i am tired for the current life,but how do i get through? the comics is good,it takes you to another world,however,when the dream's over,where shall i go to?? what a ...

it is about my life!even it is terrible to study,to read the book you do not like,but i have no choice! i have refused it by nature for a long time. and now,as the project's running---------running eleven,i must grasp the chance,and do something. girlfriend came to my campus the last day,i am so happy,really. but there must be something to lost. not tired of her,but there need a balance,in my opinion. i'll do it better,i hope,i'll do it. eventually,it is about my life,i hope it is not ...

it is half of the term passed,i found that i am so sick. maybe run in the morning is a good idea,but i chose in the night. actually,with Mo together,but last night he did not appear,what a shame. and i also finish my job,two trips. i call the project as running eleven. for we just have a run every night at 11 shark. and it is not the only thing! since i have been in bad position all the time,i think i must change it. and give myself a chance to change,life and study,everything. over....

the relationship between my girlfriend and me is strange so much. i can not exactly tell it clear. but one thing is ture,that i am worring about it. everytime we were together,everything's ok.i mean,it is Fantastic. but when we were not meeting each other. we found something changed. i just gave the phone and do what i should do,however,she said the call is just my work,i even did not want to do that. i can not explain that,for she even come to be rude while i wanted to have talk about...

everyone has one future,what about mine?! i believe people on the earth all have thought about it.some's happy,some's sad,some's confidence,some's upset. as i estmatied,almost of the time,i lost myself,and not know what to do next,what will i be. get up,online,class,back to room,back to bed. maybe something different from that,but never escaped from that. question is now:what is you?how could you be your self? i can not tell you the answer,for every second now is future in the past,the ...

when the first day of my 21 came,there was a big snow.i was so happy that in chengdu for 3 years ,it was the first time to enjoy it in chengdu. i wrote something cheerful in the website "www.xiaonei.com" one like the facebook.com in china,so many friends called back,it was nice. today when i got up,suddently a trike to my head,one snow,but not only one people's life to lose. pretty sad to think like that way,but it is ture that thounds of people died for the silly snow,i am just an evil. ...

it is a six weeks program to end this year the 2007! it is suck. but i should try and gain something when the year come close to the over. it is not a word to discribe the whole experience through the year,let it be,look what would happen next. willing to do my best,however always undone. i could have another try,harder try. times ago,i was confident with myself ,with my future,now?where am i going?what could i do? it is for sure that i must dive to something never look back thinki...

everyday i want to make it meaningful. that is about the day.

the exam is over,all out!! it is so hard and so tired for me to stay up late to study,i do did that last night!!! a good day.

maybe sometimes i could just be alone. i love my mother who just gave me a call,but i took her in a cool way. life gonna to be worse,so two people just jumped from high to kill themselives. maybe my stuff is worse theirs,i would not kill myself,so,i must live on and be better. hey,baby you,take care of yourself DO.

it is even colder than the weather in my mind when time comes up to now. life stuff all put me to the corner,push me down,make me face to the floor and could not turn up to the sky! everyone look at what i am being?looking forword what may i be,fail or win,or just keep slience in the corner. i want to fight back,i want to!!! my girlfriend told me that she wanted to rely on me on the phone. that shakes me! I EVEN DO NOT KNOW MY FUTURE! it is such a bad thing to everyone who has my p...

she is a star. after the tv show called'perfect'. maybe to someone it just is the normal city show in china as the first show in cctv-1 in 2005. but Yuanquan is great in it,i love'in her crazy for her pure expression to me! it is a pity that she just overed her Drama show in Shenzhen,and i even did not know that until today! the woman on the screen is just like the girl in the next door,even more comfortable! i want to get to her face,and say how much i am in carzy with her,think abou...

mathematica is my vacation,i think. give me some time,something will be done. i will master it for sure.

final days come now,what should i do?? i even can not spend my last time do study,what a pity. and now i must stand up